Kira Herdman

Well, Christmas has come and gone for another year. I hope your Christmas was a good one. I spent it in bed, ill. I got COVID 3 days before Christmas day, had it for a week. Worst Christmas Ever. But I don’t like Christmas anyway so at least I had a good excuse to hide away. Not only that but my best friend also got it. She still has it where I have been clear for a few days now. A friend of ours did come around to both our houses and gave us a cooked Christmas Dinner. Thank you, it meant as lot when you are stuck in alone for the day. I feel sorry for her, she is an amazing person. I got her some flowers a few days ago and she has a nice surprise coming on Friday, which happens to be my birthday as well. Happy birthday me lol. So, as I reflect on this past year what do I think of it, from a stand of this blog, which is LGBTQAI+ based. Being transgender is the right thing for me. Yes I know I don’t look like a woman at all, but in my mind I am and that's all that counts. “Passing”

So, this is my first blog post of December. A month I hate as the part of the reason I have PTSD happened 24+ years ago this month, the other part was the worst Real IRA bombing in Northern Ireland. Apart from that this month was also the month I was born. Though I am in my 40’s I don’t think of it as my birthday any more. Why? Well I was born a boy. I didn’t really start living my true self until I came out as a Trans Woman almost 2 years ago (Jan/Feb 2020). This is what I now count as my birthday. So I am almost 50 yet also only 2. Strange lol. I have still been going to my local LGBT+ group here in my home town, but its hard thanks to said PTSD. I can not stop there long without my stress becoming to much. I really hate this time of year lol. So I have already made some New Years promises to myself, Here they are. Be a good girl and stop wasting money on stuff you don’t need. Loose weight. Hopefully find a wonderful woman who likes me for me and accepts me for me. Simple ones but th